Someone asked, "Why do you always smile so brightly when you are hurt inside? Why don't you prepare yourself if something worse happens to your plans for the day?"

A good question but i don't know wether i will be able to give a good answer.

Firstly, if i'm hurt inside then i should settle my own feelings. I don't want my pain to affect other people. I don't want them to feel the pain i'm feeling. That is why i try to bury all my problems to myself since it is my problems. A smile will be able to make another person smile and seeing that person can make me feel the happiness around me. Secondly, why should i prepare for the worst? If the worst scenarios occur than i will settle it on that day. I don't want to feel like i'm in a battlefield whereby i have to prepare for the worst if something ever happens. The feeling of preparing for the worst can affect my emotion and i don't like it. I want to start the day with a bright smile and i bet everyone do want to start the day with a smile. So don't let the worst thought affect your mood of the day.

In my mind i always thought to myself that there is someone who don't have a lucky life like i do so why should i be hurt and depressed. Allah make me lucky because he want me to brighten other people life that is why and help them overcome their struggle by being there for them when they are in need. And if something worse ever happens to me i will ask for help from Allah. I think that what help me get through the day every single time.